Well ive been out of it lately :- some of you know and some of you may not know why but eh its not important... I sorta lost alot of things these past few weeks, mentally physically etc... I lost 2 friends and a love... Which is along story... and in a way im the one to blame... But anyway things have been looking up, i gained one friend(i wish it was love though) back, and ive been getting in touch with old friends, they have been cheering me up i guess,, but anyway thank you for the people that have been there for me in my time of need... But anyway this is just a reminder that im alive... And as for the friend i mentioned before... (Take t